So my thought is what do you want out of life..??..!!..??..!!..

It's funny how you think your life is all planned out and out of nowhere a cosmic turn points you into a different direction.

Not bad...just in a different direction... Must be good... It is good... From a Christian world view this must mean that God

( the ultimate designer) has a different design than you had thought. so yes ahhhh this must be a good thing... Different must always be good... It's good because that is the "MASTER" design... Remember the "MASTER" design 99% of the time is not the path you think will lead you to a journey of predictability.....

I never thought I would be where I am right now in life thinking about the things that run around in my head all day. different but good.... why good? Because of the whole "MASTER" plan..... Thought I would be in a van with the band right now in Florida somewhere driving to another show eating bread... Hello Mortgage and business and commerce and babies and everything I have always wanted. I guess I grew up. WoW tell that to my hair! I could not imagine any other life... I love mine... Im so blessed... Got a really awesome girl as my wife, and all the dreams I have ever dreamed have either come true or are coming true. When you get older and get jobs where you work all day it makes you think about what's important..... What ever you do hang on to your youth! It will be gone before you know it! Now is your chance to dream big dreams, and take those chances that could alter your life in ways you cant even imagine...... I guess the thing that sucks about getting old and jobs and bla bla bla is not spending as much time with your friends as you once did.... that part sucks.... I miss that.... but right around the corner is the life God put you on for some reason

( maybe unknown) so breath it in! Deep! Hold onto it as long as you can and then exhale........................................................................................... Wasn't that life altering............................................................................. And wasn't it fantastic......................

John

Supppp....... Nothin...............Same............... Im trying to kick this flu type of stuff.............. Still looking for a house...... Possibility that I may be playing Cornerstone this year...... Fun and joy..................... Oh yeah my friend Jason canceled his wedding cause the Psycho Swim Fan chick worked her magical spell of deceit on him and his relationship....Some people just want their lives to be ruined....So be it.... I warned the masses........ Let it be done then.... "Some people gotta learn the harrrrrddddd way"................"The warning signs are like flares in the night Still I proceed my greed is in spite of the fire I know that’s bound to burn Why is it that I always gotta learn...the hard way......" -DCT

I have discovered that the earlier you get up and get started with the day.... The clearer things become and more things get accomplished..... I have also discovered that I must stick with my favorite coffee cream and never waiver.... International Butter pecan....... When you taste heaven and then switch to Idaho..( Plain Vanilla)... It really makes you long for the goodness of Butter pecan.......... Come all who are tired and burdened and I will give you twinkies and Prozac..........

John